長大 v.s. 變老

There is a big differences between growing up and turing old; everyone will getting old, there's no exception, but not everyone is growing up. growing up is about learn from everything in your life or changes, lives without regreting, with time goes by, people usually will not regret from the things they have done, but they will regret not done it early. So dont regret from anything and live with brave~~its from an old friend of mine, he is 66 years old, and now is in his first year of the university. he once told me he wants to do things before he is too old to regret, so he starts from the simple one-go to school. Even people in his age still have such amazing passion to life, so why dont we do so??

Start to figur things out~

經過這幾天的摸索, 開始慢慢了解網頁這玩兒意是需要時間去經營的,
前幾天都在研究如何界著HTML排版讓自己的照片可以在每篇post上面用不一樣的方式呈現,
但是看過很多blogger後才發現其實大部分網頁分成兩大類~作品類&文章類
作品類就是看起來很炫, 很漂亮, 同時有很多照片或連結, 偶而有些article or diary穿插其中
文章類的網頁就是以文字為主, 有很多專業的學說發表啦, current affair, 或是個人日記
看完後才覺得我的小站好空洞喔~我要趕快加一些東西上去

馬上來試試新的表格

Jacky是我英文家教的學生, 12月31號剛滿10歲, 從去年8月份開始上課, 算算也快半年了.他算是我教過的小朋友裡面長的可愛的, 成績時好時壞, 我稍微鬆懈一點點就會反映在他的成績上, 但是上課過程還蠻愉快的, 不過他皮起來的程度也讓我很頭痛, 不過Sylvia老師可是"愛的教育"的愛好者, 通常我都用S.H.E.的簽名照和巧克力來利誘他. 但是最近學校放寒假, 沒考試又不用上課, 家教的時候他也越來越放鬆, 有時鬆到會自故自的唱起歌來, 或是問我一些很無聊又無關上課的問題, 譬如說" Sylvia~why the hyena eats other animal?? can't they eat grass for living like giraffe does?(譯: 老師~為什麼鬣狗吃其他動物維生, 為什麼他麼不像長頸鹿一樣吃草呢)" 心想:我是在上英文課還是生物課呀? 但是生為一個老師, 對所有的問題要一是同仁, 即使是跟課堂無關的問題也要有能為學生指點迷津的精神, 我總不能說 "你煩不煩呀, 肉食性動物的消化系統、牙齒、下巴結構與身體功能,等特徵在各方面都與草食性動物完全不同, 牠們的門齒和犬齒都特別發達是未了方便殺死及撕裂獵物還有他們生來就喜歡吃血淋淋的屍體呀" 我想等我說完, 我下次也不用去上課了" 所以我回答" well, that's because hyena offenced god in the past, so the god punish them to eat dead animals stink body to living forever (譯: 因為呀, 鬣狗在古代曾冒犯天神, 天神在一怒之下就罰牠們吃臭掉的動物屍體過活) 雖然用迷信的方法教育小孩也沒好到哪去, 總比告訴他事實後嚇的他大哭來的好吧~~

Yes! Yes!

研究了好幾天的HTML, 對我這個網頁新手來說真是困難, 不過在我不畏艱難, 及不顧無情同事嘲笑(是的,Sammy, 我就是在說你) 終於讓我找出我要的方法了, 請見"成功嶺日誌" 那篇, 總共是3個table, 每一個table下另加一篇文章. 教我設置第一個網站的同事Sammy小姐, 是常替我解決一些網站疑難雜症的人, 不過昨天的問題實在是太複雜了, 所以他竟然提出了一個超爛的建議"乾脆用別的網頁" 我咧!@#$%^&*())_+
不過幸好我天平座吱吱不倦的精神, 還是讓我研究出來啦!! 真是超爽的!!!!!!看到Sammy臉上羨慕又忌妒的眼神真是我最大的安慰呢!!!

It's not an easy decision....

After picked him up in the airport, he finally jumped out the question...
"Are we or aren't we?" behind the sentence is like he begging me to stay,
I cried out and let the answer kill his last hope...
before he left my car, he ask me if I still plan to go to Jennifer& Paul's wedding with him.

It's my longest relationship ever, also the hardest decision I ever made,
I know how the society judge the people like me, "oh, he quit the million dollars job and come back TW for you, how can you betray him?" “It’s not easy these days to find a nice man who is respecting you, loving you, and most importantly wanting to marry you?"(Although I am not worry about that marry part) " "He is a American citizen, you only need to marry him to live in US, isn't that's what you want? to live aboard?"
I heard these questions from people all the time, but nobody care about the reason I’m still with him was because I do love this man. If the essential of relationship has gone, is it still necessary to keep a relationship going??

2005/1/09 Sun, 成功嶺

Mon infront of dorm 媽媽因為難得出遊, 想在修成的寢室外照相留念, 我就快速的幫她照了一張, 結果沒想到被修成唸了一頓, 因為軍中是不准照相的, 沒想到他的姐姐和媽媽好像到了風景區一樣的觀光客, 抓緊機會就照, 還差點把站在附近的連長照進去了	Brother 這可是我們隔了兩個多禮拜看到的修成, 剃了個大平頭, 有點不好意思, 好像還不太習慣自己的新造型. 看到他進入一個新環境, 雖然是個全然不同的生活, 但也代表他進入人生中的第二重要階段- 當兵

Mom & brother 媽媽難得上鏡, 笑的眼睛都瞇起來了	Brother & his girl 他的女朋友6點多就到了, 第一次看到修成那麼開心的看到女朋友的樣子

His college friend 劉王偉 & 華岳 劉王偉還在當兵, 不過快退伍了 華岳是已退伍, 剛從馬祖回來, 這張照片很明顯是要讓修成感到 有頭髮和沒頭髮的差異	Me & Brother 5點多起床的我看起來精神還挺不錯的

Really down..

calling sick to work only becasue have nothing to do at work...good
aunt buy you a nice afternoon tea break....good...
forget to pay off expired parking ticket after a hard day of shopping.....hell its bad..

Im the kind of person who always wishes everything around me to be perfect, though I know perfection really doesnt always exist. And with this I usually end up getting disappointed. I start to learn how to tolerate things and remain quiet.
Nothing to do can sometimes kill someone's talent so badly. (有志難伸呀)

Vanity Fair

If you've seen this movie before, or read the novel, than you shouldn't be disappointed with the plot. I just don't care for the up and downs that Becky Sharp must go through in life. Reese does a wonderful job and unlike the PBS version, she makes me like Becky and hope that she succeeds. She marries the man she loves, who loves her in return, and you think "oh what a sweet movie". Then the last half is completely different and you're left wondering whether you should hate or pity Becky. You feel so bad for her husband and just want things to work out. I'm a not sucker for a happy ending and if you are, you wont be disappointed. Great costumes, witty bantering between characters, but too much jumping in plot that is just enough to confuse you and detract from the overall movie.

Cafe Deco, HK

May 2004, Cafe Deco, HK
The sunset of tonight was amazing, the slashes of color knife throught the horizon. Next time I need to pull out my camera faster.

First travel with Peter

2004/6/25 Hong Kong Trip With Peter

16th Jan, Sunday afternoon

This is my first post, right now I'm just trying to get a sense of what this site is like.